A Letter to God

I want many things, God. But before I ask for forgiveness. For all my mistakes, for that most people disappointed by losing my opportunities, by my fear, by i don't go to church (but the Lord certainly understand why I did not attend it). And yes I now offer my wishes. In fact, my desire. I just want strenght. Strength to live, strength to fight, strength to love, strength to survive.

I do not want or ask for material success, because all of that things awaits me since the day I was born. I just want strenght to achieve everything I need. And I know that if the Lord wills, I will do so. Because people always tell us to be humble, and pure. But no one wants us to be spectacular, incredible.

Yes, Father, I heard it from another human being, or perhaps as more sinful than me. But I know, and I feel that this is what the Lord wants for their children. The Lord does not want that they refuge in churches or in our homes, or anesthetizing their own grief, denying our own demons. You want that the people go to fight, to conquer peace, respect, justice, love and the POWER.

Then, Lord, on behalf of your beloved son Jesus Christ, that's just what I want: strenght. I know that maybe you will be the only "person" who will understand me, so I wrote my wishes with all my sincerity. And thank you for blessing me, and do the same with those I love. Thank you, God. AMEN.